One week in the hospital so far. They drugged me up with the chemotherapy but it reignited really fast. Three days after the chemotherapy, I started to get my coughs and fevers again. Kaiser is also planning to take me back to California if further chemotherapy is better. For the last week, I had forgotten about everything. I didn't care about coming back to San Jose; coming back to the cozy apartment in Minnesota. I only cared about getting through the day. as I'm writing this right now, I'm also waiting for the doctor to come in and tell me what he thinks about this. Hopefully we stay behind for transplant. Words can not express how much I dredge this cancer. I do not gamble but if I do, I would have probably went all out already. Times are running short and I do not know how much longer I can endure this cancer.
I'm sorry I have not updated everyone lately. I have trouble going day by day already so I will update whenever energy allows.
I forgot where I got this picture from but I had hair!
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